Wednesday, 4 April 2012
A Little Bit of Honesty..
Right I've decided it's finally time to write this post. I've been putting it off for a while, partly because I wasn't sure why I was feeling like this and partly because I'm afraid of what you all might say.
I really have just been going through the motions of weight loss recently.
I've lost my drive.
I'm not saying I've started to eat a lot again and that I've completely stopped exercising because I haven't. I enjoy exercising. I'm still going to the gym, I still swim. I'm still being active. I'm just not busting my ass off any more.
On the food side, I'm not calorie counting any more either but I'm also not scoffing myself either. I still eat healthy. Try and eat fresh foods. Get my protein in. Avoid too many carbs. Still eating whole wheat. I'm just also enjoying some other foods again. Trying to keep it in balance.
I know I still want to eventually get to 11 Stone but at the moment I'm fine with who I am. I am happy. I'm not obsessing about my weight and I like that.
So I'm questioning why I need to try and lose weight so hard, when I'm finally happy with me?
I will try and do some more exercise though, as I truly believe that is the best way to lose weight and to keep it off.
I still want to follow all you in your weight loss journeys but I'm debating whether to continue with RFSC.
What do you all think?